The Couple & Pianist Angel =]

The Couple =) This drawing was inspired by anime "Kimini Todoke". This picture was drawed by me and finished on 29 July 2011, yeah, it's last year drawing =) still not good enough compared to the original one.. hehe..

This drawing below was my recently drawing on 02 June 2012, I named it as "Pianist Angel", still not good enough compare the original drawing which coloured (sunset and night scenery).. i didn't believe it that i actually draw it bit by bit and finished... felt quiet happy and proud after done drawing it, although still lack somethings... hehe

My Creation (Mix Jay 周杰伦 songs title)

若有”时光机“，我想带着妳“回到过去”， 回到哪无忧无虑的生活。。。

我知道，我们有如”珊瑚海“，具有太大的差别和距离。。。

不过，每当我看见”彩虹“时，就会想起妳哪灿烂的笑容，让我能继续爱着妳。。。

那种感觉有如“甜甜的“ “麦芽糖”在心理多窝心。。。

妳制给我的“黑色毛衣”，我仍然珍惜着，穿着它，就会让我想起妳。。。

如果我们可以每天用”浪漫手机“传简讯，打电话立聊聊天，等等。。。

那将会是我们之间“不能说的秘密”吧！哈哈

这也许就是我期待的”简单爱“吧。。。

不知道为什么，我到现在还是“开不了口” 表明我对妳的感觉。。。

但,现在的我已决定不会再犹豫了，我想表达，我对妳的感觉，让它不再成为”最长的电影“，没有幸福的句点。。。

不管我们的距离是“千山万水” 或 ”千里之外“，但我仍相信，彼此的心是很靠近的。。。

妳喜欢说的“黑色幽默”，常常让我哭笑不得 >_<

妳曾说”世界末日“那天，我们一定还会在一起，所以我会”安静“的陪着妳走到最后。。。

不管有多大的”龙卷风“都无法把我对妳的爱吹走的。。。

我想大声的呐喊着；我爱妳。。 我希望”妳听得到“。。。

我也想说声”对不起“，以前让妳伤心难过太多次了。。。

我希望妳能“给我一首歌的时间”，让我回应，妳常常问我的哪“说好的幸福呢”？， 好吗？

我知道，现在的”我不配“作妳的另一半，但我会努力成为配得上妳的男人，不管要“跨时代”多少次，我也愿意。。。

我常常”自导自演“愿有一天能成为妳心目中的超人，但却发现，我只能成为“超人不会飞”的角色而已。。。

有时候的我，一旦热血起来，就会如“龙战骑士”勇敢的保护着妳，不让妳受到任何委屈。。。为了妳，我什么都愿意的。。。

若妳厌倦了城市的生活，请别忘了我的“威廉古堡”，随时都欢迎妳。。。

几年过了，“好久不见”的妳，不知道现在还好吗？

现在的我才发现，当时”说了再见“就再也见不到了。。。

孤单的我度过这些孤独的岁月和夜晚，有时会听着“夜曲”在深夜哭泣。。。

当”雨下一整晚“时，难过的”我落泪，情绪零碎“了。。。

妳知道吗？这些年，都是因为拥有妳我的回忆，我才能够勇敢的“一路向北”，忍着眼泪，疲惫，伤悲，煎熬。。。

不断的继续往前，追逐我和妳未完成的梦。。。

当年，许下的哪“蒲公英的约定” 。。还记得吗？

说好陪我到老。。。永不分离。。。却连个”暗号“都没留给我, 让我无奈的失去妳的消息。。。

有时候我会觉得很累，有种想”退后“的感觉，因为我怕无法达到妳对我的期待。。

但现在的我，希望能够再次拥抱妳，就算哪短短的一分一秒都好，请别留下我一人在这寂寞的”爱情悬崖“，好吗？

mix （JJ 林俊杰 songs title）

“原来" 早餐最美味的是"豆浆油条"，闷热的时候来一杯"爱情yogurt"也不错。。。 
"简简单单"的生活也许就是”第二天堂“吧。。。 
不管过了”第几个一百天“，”我还想她“的事，将会成为我”一千年以后“都无法改变的事实。。。 

不管”距离“多远我都会”记得“妳的一切。。。 
若感到伤心或 “突然累了”， 别忘了我会 "always online"， 陪妳谈天说地 ^^ 
虽然我知道，“你要的不是我” 
还是想“只对妳说” 句sarangheyo。。。 

不管有多少阻碍，我相信妳可以度过的~ 
加油！！！"加油"！！！

傻瓜~

就算，我的眼看着妳。。
就算，不断的催促我的心。。
我不相信，这是爱。。
我相信，只是因为我的寂寞。。

像个傻瓜。。为何我不知道呢？
像个傻瓜。。为何我让你走了？
像个傻瓜。。我慢慢的哭到检不回从前的心跳。。
现 在我懂了。。我的爱只有妳。。

我们别再装傻了。。
别再让妳的心独自受伤了。。
让我痛得，眼泪不断地掉下来。。
让我很难过，因为我的心是那么的脆弱。。

像个傻瓜。。不断呼唤着妳的名。。
像个傻瓜。。就是无法不去理妳。。
像个傻瓜。。我就是那 么傻。。。才会这样心疼着妳。。
现在我懂了。。我的爱只有妳。。
妳是唯一能够填补我的心。。
像个傻瓜，虽然我现在懂了。。
妳，我在呼唤着妳。。
因为没有妳， 我就是无法活下去。。。

Jung Yong Hwa - Because i miss you

Neul ttokgateun haneure

Neul gateun haru

Geudega omneun-gotmalgoneun

Dallajin-ge omneunde

Nan utgoman sipeunde

Da ijeundeusi

Amuir-anin deut geuroke

Useumyo salgopeunde

Geuriwo geuriwoso

Geudega geuriwoso

Meil nan honjasoman

Geudereul bureugo bullobwayo

Bogopa bogopaso

Geudega bogopaso

Ije nan seupgwanchorom

Geude ireumman bureuneyo

Oneuldo

Nan bonenjur-aratjyo

Da namgim-obsi

Anijyo anijyo nan ajik

Geudereul motbonetjyo

Geuriwo geuriwoso

Geudega geuriwoso

Neil nan honjasoman

Geudereul bureugo bullobwayo

Bogopa bogopaso

Geudega bogopaso

Ije nan seupgwanchorom

Geude ireumman bureuneyo

Oneuldo

Haruharuga jugeul gotman gateunde

Ottoke heyaheyo

Saranghe sarangheyo

Geudereul sarangheyo

Maljocha mot-hagoso

Geudereul geuroke bonenneyo

Mianhe mianheyo

Ne mari deullinayo

Dwineujeun ne gobegeul

Geuden deureul su isseulkkayo

Sarangheyo

TRANSLATION

Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day

Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all

I just want to smile, want to forget everything

Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much

Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much

Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name

It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind

No, no, now I still can’t let you go

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much

Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much

Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name

It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you

I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go

Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words

My late confession, can you hear it

I love you

Surviving A Child on Mother's Day

If you’re looking for an answer this Mother’s Day to why God reclaimed your child, I don’t know. I only know that thousands of mothers out there today desperately need an answer as to why they were permitted to go through the elation of carrying a child and then lose it to miscarriage, accident, violence, suicide, disease or drugs.

Motherhood isn’t just a series of contractions; it’s a state of mind. From the moment we know life is inside us, we feel a responsibility to protect and defend that human being. It’s a promise we can’t keep. We beat ourselves to death over that pledge. "If I hadn’t worked through the eighth month." "If I had taken him/her to the doctor when he had a fever." "If I hadn’t let him use the car that night." "If I hadn’t been so naïve, I’d have noticed he was on drugs or needed help with depression."

The longer I live, the more convinced I become that surviving changes us. After the bitterness, the anger, the guilt and despair are tempered by time, we look at life differently. While I was writing my book: "I Want to Grow Hair, I Want to Grow Up, I Want to Go to Boise," I talked with mothers who had lost a child to cancer. Every single one said that death gave their lives new meaning and purpose.

And who do you think prepared them for the rough, lonely road that they had to travel? – their dying child. They pointed their mothers toward the future and told them to keep going. The children had already accepted what their mothers were fighting to reject. Even those children who died a sudden death are able to spiritually touch their parents and help them live on.

The children in the bombed-out nursery in Oklahoma City have touched many lives. Workers who had probably given their kids a mechanical pat on the head without thinking that morning were making calls home during the day to their children to say, "I love you."

Joy and life abound for millions of mothers on Mother’s Day. It’s also a day of appreciation and respect. I can think of no mothers who deserve it more than those who had to give a child back.

In the face of misery they ask, "Why me?" but there is no answer. Maybe they are the instruments who are left behind to perpetuate the lives that were lost and appreciate the times they had with their children. They are the ones who help pick up the pieces when tragedy occurs and others have lost their children.

-Erma Bombeck

林俊杰 - 心墙

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富的过每一天快乐的看每一天
Wooh～第一次遇见阴天遮住妳侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂妳的特别

妳的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗妳会看到悲伤融化

我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富的过每一天快乐的看每一天
Wooh～第一次遇见阴天遮住妳侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂妳的特别

妳的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗妳会看到悲伤融化

妳的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗妳会看到悲伤融化

妳会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

5 easy way to overcome laziness !!

Overcoming Laziness To Get Things Done

September 9, 2007

We are all lazy people. We love to procrastinate, we find comfort in sleeping, we idle away time as though it were a useless commodity, and we have all built our personal utopias where we do everything except work.

It’s perfectly natural to be lazy. I imagine that if it wasn’t for the deadlines and binding commitments that force us to do work, none of us would go back to those dungeons, aka offices.

Thankfully though, we realize that laziness should be overcome in order for us to be successful and be useful to the society.

So, what to do to beat laziness and reclaim the lost inspiration?

Take action

If you don’t feel like reading, read. If you don’t feel like writing, write. If you don’t feel like doing exercise, do it. In short, action is the best motivation. The only thing that stops us from getting sucked into a task is not doing it, so do it now!

Take one bite at a time

Does the idea of taking your whole meal in one massive bite sound repulsive? Luckily, you can take it one bite at a time, enjoy it, and still consume the whole meal.

Likewise, if you try to do everything together, you lose motivation to do anything at all. Therefore, it’s best to split a bigger task into smaller ones and concentrate on only one part at a time. The less formidable the work, the more you’ll enjoy doing it.

Remove the distractions

When being lazy, we are often attracted to the distractions. Bloggers are found browsing others’ blogs when they are supposed to be writing theirs, and students are found watching TV when they should be studying. These are all distractions that serve no good purpose. If you remove the distractions, for example, by disconnecting from the Internet and by locking the TV room, you’ll notice that it becomes easier to get back to the work.

Find motivation

Why are you doing work? It is easy to forget the purpose of work with time. Remind yourself of how important your work is for you, for your personal satisfaction, for your life, family and so on. If you feel you are not clear about the purpose of what you are doing, it’s time to recap the goals you set down when you started.

Reward yourself

Discipline and schedules are all good and well, but do we want to become robots? This the very thing we dread and that is what leads us to lose motivation. You’ll be more enthusiastic to complete a task when you know you are going to reward yourself at the end.

We usually agonize over the fact that we are being lazy, yet continue to procrastinate for hours. It becomes difficult to get out of this condition unless we force ourselves to take action, which is, admittedly, the most difficult part. Though once we set about doing a task, the laziness disappears like a magician’s trick.

What is it that keeps you busy and motivated?

source: http://bloggingbits.com/overcome-laziness/

"Having a Coke With You" by Frank O'Hara"

is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne

or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona

partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian

partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt

partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches

partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary

it is hard to believe when I'm with you that there can be anything as still

as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it

in the warm New York 4 o'clock light we are drifting back and forth

between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles

and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint

you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them

I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world

except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it's in the Frick

which thank heavens you haven't gone to yet so we can go together the first time

and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism

just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or

at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me

and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them

when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank

or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn't pick the rider as carefully

as the horse

it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience

which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it

你好嗎

唱︰周杰倫

曲：周杰倫

詞：李汪哲

牆上靜止的鐘是為誰停留

是不是和我一樣賴著不走

你說故事已經結束 很久

我忘了 向前走

我努力假裝現在過得很好

現在的你看來已不需要我

也許在不同的時空

還牽著 你的手

想知道你真的過得好嗎

沒有我也許是種解脫

將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年

悄悄到 你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過

也許你已經開始新的生活

陪著我的叫做寂寞

陪你的 是誰呢?

想知道你真的過得好嗎

沒有我也許是種解脫

將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年

悄悄到 你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過

也許你已經開始新的生活

陪著我的叫做寂寞

陪你的 是誰呢?

也許在不同的時空

還牽著 你的手

南拳妈妈 - 笑着流泪

偶尔会上演
催泪的情节
但剧终这天
却太快就上演
风迎面吹
泪却逆着飞
爱恨的中间
没有平衡点
你的一切
对角线侵略
对立了画面
切割从前
说好不流泪
却剩两行泪
笑着流泪

偶尔会上演
催泪的情节
但剧终这天
却太快就上演
泪漫延街
夜寂寞了夜
风柔抚着脸
轻轻地再见
你的一切
对角线侵略
对立了画面
so,fly,fly away

最后的吻带着冷
我想戒却戒不掉
一种致命的嗜好
泪却绕着烟圈绕
爱该如何才是好
爱了怎能潦草
该怎么 该怎么
离开还带着笑
关于分手的讯号
我能感觉到
迁徙过的爱
已无法聚焦
夜雨静悄悄的飘
爱轻轻走掉
不想再说

我们说好不掉泪
离别那天
却笑着流泪
爱了才了解
爱过的情节
根本不须剪接
多余的虚伪
残缺的笑脸
不需了解
So Walk Away

偶尔会上演
催泪的情节
但剧终这天
却太快就上演
风迎面吹
泪却逆着飞
爱恨的中间
没有平衡点
你的一切
对角线侵略
对立了画面
切割从前
说好不流泪
我又怎么会
笑着流泪

最后的吻带着冷
我想戒却戒不掉
一种致命的嗜好
泪却绕着烟圈绕
爱该如何才是好
爱了怎能潦草
该怎么 该怎么
离开还带着笑
关于分手的讯号
我能感觉到
迁徙过的爱
已无法聚焦
夜雨静悄悄的飘
爱轻轻走掉
不想再说

我们说好不掉泪
离别那天
却笑着流泪
爱了才了解
爱过的情节
根本不须剪接
多余的虚伪
残缺的笑脸
不需了解

Tank - 会长大的幸福

在夜市里逛地摊送你一副耳环
你很喜欢一整晚笑声不断
陪你看电影哭完戏里相爱好难
你很感慨现实会害人离散

你说浪漫和贫富无关
是心让爱灿烂
在捷运车站不在乎围观
感动亲吻起来

要你拥有会长大的幸福
一天比一天像公主梦都被满足
为你种下会长大的幸福
让今天担心你的朋友
明天笑闹着嫉妒

要你拥有幸福
一天一天比一天像公主梦都被满足
为你种下幸福
让今天担心你的朋友
笑闹着嫉妒

为你生日的夜晚亲手料理晚餐
你真可爱很捧场吃两碗饭
你电话有点摔坏一直想帮你换
努力加班你心疼得泪打转

你说浪漫和贫富无关
是心让爱灿烂
在捷运车站不在乎围观
感动亲吻起来

要你拥有会长大的幸福
一天比一天像公主梦都被满足
为你种下会长大的幸福
让今天担心你的朋友
明天笑闹着嫉妒

爱是送你会长大的幸福
用生命为你变魔术永远被保护
牵手围住会长大的幸福
看它开花结果变大树
我们唱着歌欢呼

爱是送你幸福
每天每天每天
为你变魔术～
永远被保护～

蔡旻佑 - 我想要说

看着右手
被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留

而我左手
按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送

默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过

我想要说 我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟
有没有发现我倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后

整夜的风
冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口
再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我

默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过

我想要说 我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟
有没有发现我倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后

我想要说 我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟
有没有发现我倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后

怎么劝我放手
在这一切